Girls Who Love Money

In this life so far, I have been very put off by girls who are looking for guys with "money". Fancy cars, expensive jewelry, etc etc. I mean sure a fancy car is fun, but who's driving it? And Expensive jewelry, what does it really mean if it's not meant with love. I married before I was legally able to go to bars so I didn't fully experience the scene but I never liked hearing girls talking about getting free drinks as a main goal. It just sounds mean. Ok so if you meet a nice boy who decides to buy you a drink that's OK, but you're not going out for that purpose. I never conisdered money when looking for a mate. I guess I always felt that if you find the right person you will become rich together. 

My first boyrfirend was a very poor, but sweet, teenager who rode dirtbikes and knew alot about cars. OK so you can say I was young. 

I married someone who was not wealthy by any means, and we were both young. He even had debt I dare say. We struggled for sure and we could have done a lot better managing our money. 

Perhaps this comes from my disagreement at a young age that women were traded for cattle and such, or sold off for marriage in similar ways. 

Some women seem to be utterly driven by the search for a monied man. Men even drop comments and try to seem as wealthy as they can to help pick up women. 

I have pondered this phenomena. I suppose that the idea of an already wealthy man does give some security, but it is also the lowest thing I can imagine basing a relationship on. Imagine all the unhappy rich women living in Beverly Hills, sure they can buy whatever they want but they are empty inside if they married for money.

Not to say it is bad to be successful it's a great sign of ability and competence, and that in itself is attractive, but to me success comes with good nature and smart intention and actions to gain it. That is the most fun to experience, the game of creating. To share in the accomplishment. 

If a wealthy man were to come along, I surely would not consider him any more or less relationship material, personally. It's how well do you get along and how attracted are you and what do you both love to do? From there anything else is just a bonus. 

But I also find that wealthy men can be very jaded. They may think women only want them for their money and also will have had their fair share of women who did probably only want them for their money. Or they think that they are in some way superior and flaunt their  wealth in order to attract women, which is gross. 

I suppose this wierd game goes back to the old south where women tried to marry plantation owners and there were those socially elite. Even the south to this day I think imitates this idea somewhat, with marrying into a wealthy family and the status of it all. This is fine to do but not if that was the goal all along. If you searched out a wealthy man, then that is I suppose your choice but it's always been an oddity to me. If you happen to find a prince charming who is also welathy but you could care less and he could too, then that is totally wonderful. Or you could both be poor and marry and then make yourselves into millionaires together. Either way, I suppose it's all just a matter of real love. Only real love can win. 

On the other side of the schooling rainbow

Well, I've had my kids in private school and preschool for years. Never once been to public school. At one time I wanted to put them into public school to give them more of an experience of the large social scene that they will grow up to live in etc but the biggest problem that we had was with the use of drugs in schools.

I know that most parents go along with the drugging idea because that's what they're told and that's what is taught as the latest in science. Well I have been privy to a lot of data that shows that druging children is really dangerous. For one thing, all of the crazy school shooters were all on antidepressants. I think this could be easily paid off, "see they were sick"... but did they go crazy shooting people before they were on drugs? And in the society in general this phenomena is new just like the use of drugs in our schools.

Anyway, I could go on and on here about my feelings on this. But mainly I think it is horrible to drug your kids for these educational problems. That is not the way to handle it. These drugs are made to look helpful but it's actually almost the same physical make-up as putting them on cocain... these things are even being given to babies!

Parents who disagree with having their kids put on drugs, have actually lost custody of their children due to "negligence". That's how seriously backed this whole drugging children movement is.

That is a big reason. Then there's the bad grades and low results of the public school system in general.

I was able to test out at college level when I was 13. I went to private schools that used L. Ron Hubbard's Study technology. This is not a religious activity though he did also found Scientology. The study technology he developed was to help people be able to study his research and books. It is very clear and simple, there is a method of looking up words in dictionary, and drilling with them so you fully understand the word. There is also the demonstration of theories using clay to show how they work. There are many very specific methods used and they helped me a lot in school. So my kids have been in schools like this. The only problem is that they do cost money because the state doesn't fund them, so we have to pay extra for our kids eduction, just to give them what we feel is the proper education method, and to also keep them away from the drug happy public school system.

I never thought I would be a home schooling mom but as of this summer I am looking at doing that. The kids actually really like being home and are excited at me being their teacher. I taught Hana preschool level subjects when I was home while the twins were babies. I actually taught at a private school for a little while too. But I always thought that homeschooling at the grade levels would be bad because they woulnd't have the interaction with other kids. Now however, I am seeing that they could actually get a more thorough, 1 on 1 education. And I can plan events and activities with other kids. I can put them in YMCA classes etc. I have another friend who wants to home school and she has two kids of similiar ages. So they will have some buddies. Then I will just have to get creative on interaction. But really the interaction of kids with alcoholic parents, parents on drugs, brothers and sisters in gangs, using drugs, being promiscuous etc (which is the norm for public school here in LA) is not the kind of interaction and example I want them to relate to. They will know about these things. I won't shelter them from reality. But they won't look up to these guys. I think the likelihood of my kids getting involved in destructive lifestyles via the public school is very high. Inevitably in the public schools systems, they would see the older kids, they will get older and they want to be in the "in" crowd. Being a really scholastic and studious teenager isn't really the coolest thing to do in school. It's more like sneaking off to smoke pot and going to parties when parents aren't home, ditching school etc is the cool thing to do. At least that's what I observed was the way of things with others in public school here in LA. It is a sad state of affairs and I feel really bad for the other parents that really don't have other options.

Also the way the classes I've seen in public school run, are to get the kids to all read aloud at the same time, and repeat things over and over like parrots. They memorize lines but can they really think with them? Honestly if LRH study tech were used or even just more hands on and 1 on 1 teaching methods, I think that teenagers could and should graduate from school at the age of 13 or 14.

Then start onto their new career studies, and also be working part time. Most teenagers before 18 don't actually have enough of a game in their life and so they make them with drama, boyfriends and all that other stuff that doesn't help them advance into success. We're not letting young adults, 15, 16, 17, etc actually get on with being the responsible adults they can be. Getting them into working in their field of interest, having them exchange with the livelihood of the family somewhat so they can get a taste for what it will be like when they're on their own etc. That is important to me. But I've sort of gone off subject here.

I want to help change the eduction system. I've actually been looking into charter school information. I don't know if I will start one myself but maybe I can help get one started that uses LRH study tech. Check out more about LRH study tech at www.appliedscholastics.com.

But for now, this is about the new world I'm entering of keeping my kids home and being a homeschool mom. I am working from home part time also. I've already established that mornings are the major study time for reading and writing and then we can do other projects in the afternoon. So far the kids really like it! We'll see as it is going to take a lot of organization to keep all of this going and the house up etc.

I'll let you know how it goes.

Life on Earth and How to Deal

I've started writing a little book about this... so at some point I will post a way to buy it online or something like that. : )

Stay tuned.

Why Super Natural? Why not just, Natural?

I've been a little on the fringe of popular mindsets for most of my life. This has brought me out of the usual realms other people live in around me, and in some ways thrown me off the tracks of normality... but it's a good thing.

For example, I know that I am not just a brain and that I am a spiritual being that inhabits this body. I know that I've had experiences before this body was born and I will continue to do so after it dies. I know I have had many lifetimes. I once remembered experiences back in ancient Greece where I had never before been privy to the information. Then went and checked out the description of the city I recalled and found it to exactly match in real history records.

I know that if people we're freed up from chemical pollutants and willing to look they would and do recall their prior memories, sometimes in vague images and sometimes as a clear story of some moment or moments. I've remembered things that happened when I was a few weeks old and even back to when my parents were pregnant with me. I've even told them what it was and each time it was accurate. Even though my parents have the same beliefs about the spirit, I could tell it still surprised even them a little.

I know that our actual power is much diminished and unused and even suppressed from our trying. For I know it is not just coincidence when you think of someone and they call you that minute. Or you suddenly realize something is happening, even though there would be no logical explanation that you knew about it, but it is happening... That is because the material universe and the spiritual universe both cohabit this existence we are in.

We are all surrounded by our feelers, some of us have small feelers and some of us have them way out there.

We can talk to disembodied spirits. I have. I moved into a house a while ago with my family and there was this presence that I would feel often in my room. It reminded me of a man. I realized that he used to live in the house. And one day I realized he was there because he had been murdered and no one had solved the case and really he just didn't know what else to do. He was a little upset that he didn't have it anymore too but he was generally friendly. I wondered what his name was and then it came to me, thanks to him, I was sure it was it. "Ken" was his name.
About a year later this old woman came by and said she knew the old owner. I proceeded to ask her if it was a man? And she said yes, then was his name Ken? Again she said yes, and then, was he murdered? And she said yes, that his body had been found out in the desert in some ghost town on the way to Las Vegas. She asked me how I knew. I figured what the heck and told her.

She had several reactions to my story but mostly, confusion. I think she wanted to believe me, but this modern world has become so stuck in the idea that we are just brains, that the idea of a spirit disembodied is scoffed at. I think it's funny because one day those people will wake up floating above themselves, their body no longer alive and they will go what the heck!!!

A living example of the spiritual world and how it works... the morning of 911. I live in LA and it was 8 am or so. My husband was heading off to work and I was home with my two little twin babies. As I kissed him goodby I told him I had just had a horrible dream. And he asked me what it was. I told him, I dreamed that the Pentagon had been bombed and it was so real! I couldn't believe it. I had woken up with tears in my eyes. He reassured me that everything was OK and we said our goodby's. Just 5 minutes later he came bursting back into the door and ran upstairs. He told me that I wasn't too far off and that the WTC buildings had been bombed or something, they thought it was a plane that flew into it maybe. He hugged me and got a grip on himself and left again for work. I jumped out of bed and ran downstairs to turn on the news. I sat there watching and then the news started talking about the pentagon and the damage that had happened there...

I have so many more stories I could tell here and maybe I will later. But the main thing is that I think people should take notice of their receptors, or feelers, or whatever you want to call them. They are there, and they are real.

I am not a "psychic" I am just a spirit in a body that acknowledges that fact and is open to it. Even the psychological community acknowledges the fact that humans are using little of their potential. They just don't realize it comes from the spirit's choice/ability to do so. There are many things that can weigh a spirit down and disable him from his endeavors and true ability. Occlusion of recalling past lives is there for a reason. Imagine that you've been around for 30 trillion years. You have probably done everything there is, things you are ashamed of, things you loved, all sorts of things, and those things that you don't want to remember, like you might have even this lifetime... build up and your decision not to remember becomes real.